From Nurse Who Is Friend of
March 26, 2005
11:00 PM ET
Dearest Friends of Terri,
I am very distraught this evening. I have
contemplated whether to send this information to
the people who have remained steadfast and very
dedicated in their fight to free Terri from her captors. However, after
great consideration, I feel it is only right that I share with you, Terri's
supporters, the information I have been given to me this evening by Terri's
As we all have come to know, Terri Schindler is
a strong woman who has an incredible will to live. Despite the
daily inhumane torture that is inflicted upon her by estranged spouse,
Michael Schiavo, (the man who has allowed her to lay in a bed with no food
and water for the past eight days,) she has been fighting very hard to
remain alive. Last Friday, in spite of her not being permitted
therapy since 1993, Terri even tried to articulate the words "I Waaaaaa " in
a very loud voice, in response to Attorney Weller saying to her, "all you
have to do Terri, is tell us you want to live, and this whole thing can be
Under normal circumstances, considering how
well hydrated and nourished Terri has been due to receiving the balanced
nutritional elements in enteral feedings, it would seem reasonable for Terri
to live for another week, or so. However, what was reported by her family
tonight, has presented my worst fears. Terri's breathing has changed and
has recently become very labored. I am assuming this is happening so quickly
because of the possible initiation of Woodside's "exit protocol." A protocol
which delivers to her nebulized morphine, a narcotic which suppresses
The "exit protocol" was obviously written to
enhance her death process. Woodside claims Morphine was to be
administered to provide her with so-called "comfort"
measures. Odd, however, they would find it necessary to administer Morphine
to a patient who Schiavo and Felos have declared all along has no pain, is
without any feelings, and is brain dead.
In simple English, it appears they are
killing Terri faster than she has the ability to fight to stay alive any
longer. Terri's family are physically and emotionally worn out. They feel
disappointed and deserted by government leaders who they
once supported. They pleaded for help from them to save their daughters
life, but were repeatedly turned down by judges who chose to err on the side
of death, as opposed to life. Sadly, leaving them alone to stand by
and witness their daughter fighting against the inhumane death of starvation
The callous, cruel and bizarre behaviors we have
also witnessed from Schiavo in his determination to rapidly kill the wife he
claims to love; leads us to assume he may now be on a rapid mission to leave
Terri's parents with the memory of her death on Easter.
Please pray that God continues to protect Terri.
Pray that He will provide Terri with peace as she struggles to take her
final breaths. Please pray that He allows her family to feel confident that
they did everything possible to save her life. Please pray that He allows
them to know how much she loves them for the valiant fight they have made on
her behalf. Please pray that if Terri is forced to take her final breaths,
it can be with her family by her bedside and not Michael
Schiavo. Pray that someday soon she will be capable of inhaling the beauty
of LIFE, in a place where no more harm will come to her.
As Terri now lays taking labored breaths, I
myself, am given a sense of peace in knowing if she dies, she will soon be
free from Michael ever bringing harm to her again. I will no longer have to
worry about what he may do to her; or, how she has had to stay locked up
in a room away from her family and the beautiful sounds of the earth we
each are all able to enjoy each day. I will pray for each of you that you
find peace within yourself in knowing you have each helped Terri in your own
In the meantime, please know, for as long
as Terri is alive and fighting, I will continue to pray for a miracle and
will keep on fighting for her until her final breaths are taken.
I ask that you all join me in doing the same.
Thank you so much for being an enormous strength
for Terri's family. They continue to appreciate the love and dedication you
continue to show to Terri, and to each of them.
I will keep you posted.
Respectfully, and with great admiration.